Well, it’s 2009. Maybe I’ll post something about the whole new year thing and whatnot some other time, because right now, I just don’t give a shit about it. Just like last year, and every other year for the last few, this past year sucked and the next one has to be better.
I re-read my post [...]
Nothing insightful…I still miss my brother. RIP Bobby
3 Years.
36 Months.
156 Weeks.
1,092 Days.
26,208 Hours.
1,572,480 Minutes.
94,348,800 Seconds.
188,697,600 Tears.
And still some days it can feel like mere moments ago.
I miss you Bobby.
Rest In Peace.
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So, here I sit at 2:26am on a Sunday morning, fighting another losing battle against insomnia. Everytime I lie down my mind starts racing, and I normally don’t get more than 5 hours of sleep a night, and it’s not helping. I’ve had some HUGE changes in my life, [...]
Dear Bobby, Another Christmas without you.
It’s been tough. For most of the day I’ve been able to keep it out of my mind, but visiting your grave site tonight really brought me back. I wish you were here today…and every day to see how awesome your beautiful daughter has turned out. And I’m not going [...]
Well, It’s late, I’m tired, but I feel the need to write a little something.
365 days and roughly 12 hours ago I received the worst call I’ve ever had to answer in my entire life. For those who don’t know the story, my parents were in Florida, and I was in Florida for a cruise [...]
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time [...]
Please, don’t ask me if I’m over it yet… I’ll never be over it. Please, don’t tell me he’s in a better place… He’s isn’t with me. Please, don’t say, “At least he isn’t suffering…” I haven’t come to terms with why he had to suffer at all. Please, don’t tell me [...]
Ya know what? It’s harder than you think. I don’t give a fuck how badly you can picture it hurting, if you haven’t gone through losing a parent or a sibling it’s hundreds of times worse than you can picture. To know that I will never see a new picture of my brother, I will [...]
Cut the shit You’re trying to break me down Then fucking bring it. Stop this coward bullshit Bring it to me. Leave those around me alone Let me take the pain The hurt The sorrow, Whatever may come of it. You may break my spirit Make me cry Make me hurt But you will never [...]
Rest In Peace
Robert Stephen Halvorsen
“Bobby”
You will be missed Bobby.
http://bobby.jeremyhalvorsen.com
Have you ever sat there and thought after a hard time? Sat there and though about how easy all of the suffering could be over. A single bullet in the right place, and you’ll never be hurt again.
Of course I’ve thought about how careful you have to be with the shot, or else you end [...]
I fucking hate you. No, I loath you, you dumb conniving mindfucking, manipulative, heartless bitch. You had my fucking heart, and played games with it. Everything I knew of you was a lie. Everything I remember of you is shit. To this day I’m still tormented by how you fucked me over in every way [...]
“Neither rain, nor sleet, nor snow…as long as it is not an insignificant little holiday, we’ll probably get you your mail.”
Yesterday was Martin Luther King’s birthday, not thinking about it, I went to my mailbox to get my mail, and surprise surprise, there wasn’t any. Why? Is it because I’m just not popular? No, it’s [...]
I can now legally drive a motorcycle anywhere I want to. I got my license November 5, 2003. I’m looking forward to being able to drive around, mainly because I think it’ll be nice for people to be able to see my “hand signals” more clearly, without a windshield or roof blocking me.
Can someone please explain to me why the fuck it’s such a big deal if I wear shorts into the winter? Do your legs get cold? Mine are never that bad, so I wear shorts. Unless I’m ankle deep in snow, the cold doesn’t affect my legs. Yet every day someone feels the need to [...]
Relationships sucks
…You know they suck too. But here’s my take on why. It drives me nuts you can spend days, months, years with someone, and never really know their true self. Do you know how they are when they’re away? Do you know how they are when they’re with friends? No, and you can’t. You [...]
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